And everything's not fine, so don't tell her it takes time.

Listening to - John Ohhh - Come Back Down

This song always makes me so sad.
Because it's so fucking amazing.

But yeah anyways.
I had the most awful dream last night. I dreamt that i had a brain tumour or something and was basically being told by my mom that i was about to die. I was horrible. The worst part was in my dream i was trying to get in touch with an ex, to let him know that i love him. And then i tried to get hold of Hannah and Dom and i couldn't get hold of any of them, i was all on my own believing i was seriously going to pop my clogs at any minute. Eurgh it was awful, especially since the song i set as my alarm (come back down) is also what i intend to be my funeral song, but i was so glad i woke up i can't even tell you. I've complained about life alot, and heck i'm supposed to, i'm a teenager ;D but really i DO NOT want to die lol. I LOVE life.

I didn't really get up to much today. The family computer has a virus on it (we think) so i tried sorting that out but i pretty much just gave up and turned it off haha, i only like computers when they WORK ;D I knew i wasn't going to be able to fix it because even my mom admitted defeat and asked me to do it, and she never does that haha.

I've done quite a bit of housework today (that my dad seems not to appreciate) and also two pages of my sociology homework (N) (it sucks because i have to write it by hand instead of type it, so it takes a hell of alot longer)
I also drew two pictures of John Ohhh today. They're okay, i'm kind of proud of them i guess, i just intend to keep getting better and better at drawing, escpecially if i keep doing it once or twice a day. Once i've scanned them in i'll put them on here, but that may take a while now my other computers fucked hah.

Anyways gotta go make some toast and a coffee for my dad

Can you come back down
you too can ride your bikes
and dance and laugh and forget about such thing, as time
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